Believe in yourself.

2011-12-04T00:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know how many people still viewing this shit.
But, I've a new Youtube Channel now !
Check this out !

Few more days to go.

2011-09-16T01:43:00.002+08:00

When shit happens. Deal with it.

Few more days I'll be leaving Singapore for a 2weeks trip at Laos.
Gonna miss everyone here !
Thanks rachel for that wonderful bracelet ! I swear I'm gonna wear it to Laos !
Let me see...
2 weeks at Laos..
I hope the trip won't be boring.
I'm gonna be alone during that trip tho :/
Hope I can be much more social-able.

Johnny English Reborn is a great movie ! I laughed non stop !
hahaha !
Yea ~ I'm watching thor now. So I guess I'll end here !
(:

A boring day it is.

2011-09-11T00:11:00.004+08:00

Boring day it is...
8 more days to go...
I'm flying over to Laos for volunteer !
Teaching photoshop & flash.
I hope it'll be an awesome trip... I wanna make good use of this time to write a good song during this trip. Too bad I'm gonna miss out rachel's bday ):
Nvrmind ! I'll make it up to her when I'm back !

Anyways, as I was saying...
I will be at Laos for 2 weeks.
1st week isn't much things to do, only the community service.
2nd week we'll start teaching photoshop and flash.
And before leaving, we'll be having a culture exchange presentation.
I'll probably be telling them about the entertainment part.
Hopefully I'll be posting everyday post on my blog when I'm there.
There'll be a few laptops there I guess.
I'm missing my friends already..
2 weeks at Laos and there goes my holidays ~
And rachel ! Please get your ass back to Singapore !
No one here is talking sarcastically with me ~ So bored ! haha !

Guess what ... I'm alone at home right now !
House's empty. Sitting in this room typing and typing and typing.
I guess that's all for today?
I don't really have much things in mind to type out.
Cheerios.

- A little bird intro-ed me this song and I'm in love with the tune ~

Army Of 52 !

2011-09-05T01:28:00.003+08:00

Time passed by so quickly.
High school ended 2 years ago. And now college life gonna end real soon.
Few days back was teacher's day. Me & Skip' went back to our high school for a visit.
Met up with some of our 2009 batch students.
Everyone changed.
People telling me that I'm popular.
People asking me how's my music life.
But I still feel I'm still the same old me.
Music not doing fine for me.
Life getting worse for me.
At least I finally got my head straight into someone I'm really into. But we'll only be able to stay as best friends.
2yrs back, we all were hanging out in school. Going jamming and trying to be a fool of ourselves.
Look at us now...
Some of us migrated. Some of us studied real hard.
And some of us are bald serving army.
I miss the days we wore uniform and hang out behind the school. Play guitar and trying to make our teacher's life miserable.
Adult life gonna suck ass...
Fuck day job.
High school never ends !
Everything still feels like yesterday.
Time wait for no one. Time give no chances.
We sat down for a minute, grew up into man.
I just wanna hang out behind the old school, and waste away one day for the old time sake.
Perform on our high school stage once more, letting the new batch students know how important high school is.
I miss that feeling of high school. Puppy Love. Driving teachers crazy. Running down the school hall. Blast punk song in class. Act like a boss and terrorizes everyone !
I wish I'm 16 again.

A Marina Ba-rainy Day

2011-08-31T00:08:00.004+08:00

Marina Barrage was fun.
Nice weather, nice place for pinic and kite flying.
It's just that... That's too many minorities. They should do something about the minorities issue.
I mean... YEA !
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT !!

Minorities here.

Minorities there.
Minorities Minorities Everywhere !

Alright, back to subject.
Friday will be going to the I.T fair. Hope it won't be that crowded..
I miss rocking man !
I gonna get myself a band asap !
I guess that's all for today.
Rock hard peps.

2011-08-27T02:14:00.004+08:00

I miss Army Of 52...
The days we jam, the days we hang out...
I hope everything will be like last year ~

I'm by myself all these while...
I'm a failure...
I'll be going Laos for volunteer soon... And maybe vietnam aftermath and den genting.

This is what I call a little get away ~ ;)
Gonna be a real fucking busy year before I enter the army.
I guess high hopes really do bring huge disappointment.
Yea... Fuck it.
Play hard.
Rock hard.

Worse than ever.

2011-08-19T17:30:00.003+08:00

Ahh...
These days shit been busy... Real motherfucking busy.
Taught a band to play for their teacher's day just now.
They're kinda fast learner. We looked at the band and reminded us of the time we 1st picked up the guitar and drumstick.
We suck back den. Now new bands looked up to us.
We improved, but ain't a band anymore. I do hope we can jam someday again.
Army Of 52 Forever !
Some emotional stuff hit like a truck.
I don't really wanna talk about it, I nvr told anyone about this.
I'm heartsick. I'm confuse. I feel like I'm nothing but just a piece of shit.
My major project is here, I need to concentrate on this. It's my last chance to prove I can do it !

I've been studying my ass off recently.
I even plan to study at the library alone sometime soon.
Not being an emotional fucked up asshole. But I just wanna have sometime alone.
I just hope the days will be the same as before..
I screwed up big time.

HOT Par Villa

2011-05-22T15:53:00.003+08:00

Hmm..
I don't really know how to start this post but, I'm starting to lose interest in everything.
Except music...
Best friend gone...
And I don't really know how to carry on with this acoustic band.
I guess I gotta find another vocalist.
Anyway, it's been so long since I last posted here.
I've decided to work hard in my studies. No time for playing, and I'm using 3/4 of the week for practicing music.
I guess that's all for today ?
Nothing much to write here.
Ciao.

Lonsie & Skip' 1st acoustic cover on the net.

2011-03-23T01:44:00.003+08:00

Introducing our latest band. Lonsie & Skip'
It's an acoustic band consist of me ( Clinton Lonsie ) and Shawn Skip'
Guitar - Clinton Lonsie
Vocal - Shawn Skip'
We did our very 1st cover yesterday, and decided to post it online.
Hope you guys enjoy this cover and will be looking forward for our future videos.
Currently we'll only be posting our videos on Facebook.

Stand By Me - Acoustic Cover
Original by Oasis.

Fucked up days.

2011-03-11T22:12:00.010+08:00

Why is there always something have to bother my head every single day...
I'm starting an acoustic band officially.
Vocalist - Shawn Skip'
Guitarist - Clinton Lonsie ( Back-up Vocal )
I probably will change to bassist again once we get an official guitarist.
...
Next week... American Football ! My fav game of all the sports !
I just don't have the size to play it. I've changed a lot.. When I was a kid, I'm afraid of being hit by other bigger guys. But now, I don't even care about myself, I just love crashing and get myself hurt. Fuck.. It's Rock N' Roll !!!
Anyways, check out my friend below !

My good friend from California, L.A !
Stephanie ! haha !
Her parents used to own ' Cafe Imagine ' at Brea , California.
Argh ~ Wanted to visit that cafe someday but it closed down recently.
That cafe was named after Beatles's song ! Awesome eh ? She still owe me a drink !
It's been like a year ! hahaha ! Anyways, I just wanna post this video of her's. Genius !
I like this youtube video of her's !
Darn, I wanna do a video cover like this one. It's great.
She dress like me in my bass video cover for this exact same song ! Lmao !!

Nothing doesn't mean I'm okay.

2011-01-28T05:02:00.002+08:00

' Nothing ' doesn't mean I'm okay.

There's always shit in life. No matter how much shit you've been through, there's always someone or something there for you. Life goes on, shit happens.
Don't let just a small little infatuation in the current scene of your life story, ruins the rest of it.
You're an author of your own life story... Why not make it an happy ending ?
No one can make your life worst, but there's always someone will be there to make it right.
Just the matter of time to find the right one. Bastards & Bitches comes in and out of everyone's life not being noticeable. There's no 'happily-ever after' neither there's 'prince charming' waiting for you. Life is short, treasure it. Love is complicated, deal with it. Emotion is a common thing, stop acting like your life is the worst. Look around you, your friends, your family or even your pet. Do you really think everyone's life is so perfect ? If life is perfect, there's no terrorist or even people trying to rob bank.

Everything... It's just part of life.
Just the matter of showing how awful life is a not, and carry on with the rest of it.
Nothing doesn't really mean I'm okay.

New year. New hope.

2011-01-03T17:48:00.001+08:00

Alright.

2010-12-04T23:40:00.008+08:00

Clinton Lonsie - SG
- Jannika M ( Rakvere, Estonia )

- Roxy ( Germany )

- Maria ( Tysnes, Norway )

- Tjasa Stanley ( Slovenia )

I hope to see my name everywhere !
Shirts ! Tattoos ! Necklaces !
Dream long ~

Boring... I'm worried about my exam :/ sigh..
The End..

Three cheers for five years.

2010-11-30T19:11:00.002+08:00

Slept the whole day today...
Nothing much. Fire drill in school. Screw that. I had my coffee in class and wanted to get some rest, and the stupid drill starts. Everyone gathered at the field. Hot Hot Hot !
But enjoyed some part of it. Especially the part ppl squeezing and I was screaming excuse me ! behind hot ahh ! And ppl really gave way ! HAHAHA !
FOOLS! Kidding :D
Anyway, got home after class.
Tmr last swimming lesson.. Darn, I hate swimming...
What's important tmr is the theory lesson.
I gonna buck up this time round...
Nerds. Beware. Clinton Lonsie is here to fuck up all your life ! Muahahaha !

2010-11-25T22:56:00.002+08:00

( Ally Sis & Me )

70% for a 5min study of class test ! hahah !
Don't really have time to post anymore.
I'm working my shit out of my fucking ass.
2 weeks of hardwork, promised Yve to work hard together ! haha !
Just bear with the 2 fucking mths and I'm FREE !!!
Exam... Dec 5 , 6 , 7 I'll be alone at home...
Family going oversea.. Dam.
Yea...
I can't believe I'm actually attending classes and studying !
Music somehow starting to fade away in my life...
I gotta pull it back !!

Some Late Posts

2010-10-21T00:05:00.005+08:00

19/10
_______
My Dad , Grandma & Ally's Birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :D
Yea ~ Had a great time in school today (:
Surprised Ally with a cake ! SEEE ALLY !!! STILL SAY OUR CLASS DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE !!! :x And yeap !
Went to bugis to get my dad's present... Rain rain rain -.-
Wadever !
And I guess that's all ?

2 Days Of Travelling Around.

2010-10-17T12:29:00.004+08:00

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over...

Friday - School - Home - Dhoby Ghout - Cityhall
Sat - Cityhall - Dhoby Ghout - Cityhall - Westmall - Home - Skate - IMM - Home - Cityhall

These days I've been going out non stop without feeling tired at all..
Oh well ! Friday went to school after that meet up with Ally and go Dhoby Ghout for the job interview. Afterwards went to Cityhall to find Garoson ( Bro ) for his bday present ~ After the bday present, went to esplanade roof top and play guitar all the way. Ally fast learner (Y)
1hr can remember 4 -5 chords alrdy, only that the sound aint good :x
Hahaha, keep up the good work.. Someday you gotta play a song for me ! :x
Actually wanted to go Westmall nearby's carpark and continue playing guitar. But den both of us next day got something to do, so end up not able to play during midnight.
As for Saturday, I woke up arnd 8am, and went to Cityhall for my orientation..
Orientation was boring.. After the orientation , I went to the shop that I'm going for work for my timing this week.
Mon - 6pm to 11pm
Fri & Sat - 5.30pm to 1.30am.
Hopefully I'm earning 132 bucks this week.
Den went to Cityhall again to get shoe & bag for work n a slipknot patch for ally.
No more band stickers.. Only got band patches ):
Went to westmall find ally and passed it to her den went home afterwards.
Bathe and went out find Hakim and GuoQin for skating !!!
Den went to IMM to find Shawn and continue skating more .
Shawn say wanna go Cityhall arnd 8.30pm. So went home , bathe again and come out .
Played guitar at Cityhall and reached home arnd 12am.
Yea...
That's all I guess.
( Photos )

2010-10-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

Blog Closed For The Time Being

Cheer up baby ~

2010-10-11T00:55:00.004+08:00

I've been busy helping baby with the votes these days (:
Aloy & Shawn ~ I'm sorry that I can't hang out with you guys yesterday :/
So yea, nothing much about today. I stayed at home, with my guitar on my hand...
Writing lyrics over and over again and oso telling people to like baby's camqueen.
Kinda surprised that many people likes it when I posted on their walls ~ I kinda got blocked by Facebook for posting too much :/
And yea... I'm worried about baby, but I can't do anything to cheer her up ):
Hope she's fine soon.
School reopened. Fuck it.
Every morning I gotta wake up early just to wait for the the god dammed bus for 30mins - 1hr.
It sucks. I still prefer the bukit batok campus I was in. Not far and got more freedom ~
My 2nd job interview will be on this week ! I hope I get the job, and also, if i get that job ... It means lesser time to be with baby ):
I gonna miss out the times I can spend wif baby on msn & webcams ):
I hope I can get leave on Dec to go vietnam visit baby too ~ I'll ask my cousin for leaves.
So yea... I guess that's all. I think I going bed arnd 2am. I don't think I can sleep well tho :/
Tata.

Oh yea ~ Last but not least ~
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Skatebording !

2010-10-07T21:48:00.004+08:00

May be skating tomorrow again ~
But only with Hakim.
Today,
meet up with Aloysius & Dawn. They just finish their 'N' Level ~ Hope they pass with flying colours and not like me & Shawn's. After that, we train-ed to Dhouby Ghout, went to Plaza Sing and look for baby's cosplay costume (: The lady there said I gotta order the costume and the stock will come in about 1 mth time.. I'm waiting for baby to online right now ): I miss her alot, didn't get the chance to chat much with her last night... Anyway, after Plaza Sing, went and sign my interview form at TCC, my cousin helped me alot with this. He will request and suggest to the manager to allow me working at POMO's TCC with him. I requested 650 bucks per month but he say the part timer are earning nearly 1k per month ~ Gosh ~ :D
So yea.. After the interview form, he went and smoke while me , Aloy & Dawn went to haf our lunch. After lunch we went back home.
And now, I am missing baby a lot ):
Baby, I love you ~

P.S - I bought the light sticks for you (:
Where are you? I'm worried ): I didn't hear from you the whole day alr... I'm sleeping infront of my com waiting for you to online. I miss you.

A brand new me for the fresh new start.

2010-10-06T20:43:00.003+08:00

- Hakim ollie over a board.

Oh well...
How should I start this post ? Hmm..
Yea.. Went skating with Hakim , Gale & Yannic. Lucky that today's not raining.
Around 6pm , Hakim & Yannic got to go... So Gale came over my place to slack a little.
Yannic gonna get some wood soon, he wanted us to go over his place and build a ramp with him..
Darn, what a rich bastard :x haha !
So yea... Chat with Gale awhile, sended him to the bus stop.
When I got to my block's lift. I saw my cousin , she forgotten which floor I stay. Haha !
And yea, I'm thinking of getting a board soon ~ Can't skate without one.. dammit.
I'm thinking of quitting ite and switch to nafa... My parents say if I can get the POMO TCC job. They allow me to do so... I hope I get it... Ite seriously wasting my fucking time... Mother fucker.
I should've work hard last year... No point regretting.. Its my fault for not being a hardworker..
Yea... If I get to nafa, I wanna work hard to get my music composer cert. And finally I can be known as a pro musician / officially a composer. The Interview probably I'll bring along the song I composed. Hope they will accept me in. But the cost... Sigh.. 8k per year.. Its a 4 years course.. Darn... Life getting more and more stressful ...
Well I guess, this is growing up ~
Shawn, I promise our band will go somewhere as long as we're able to work together and get the right member... Composition I'll be able to lead you guys, I'm not a good lyricist, I'm not a at coming out with great music riff and I can't sing. But, I got the experience and I know what I'm doing... I can lead you guys with the composition. And our "masterpiece" will be great...
Lets work as one once you get out of ur attachment.
CHEERS !

2010-10-06T02:34:00.002+08:00

Well...
These days nothing much happen.
Later on around 3.30pm , Yannic , Gale & Hakim will be coming over for skateboarding ~
Skate Skate Skate !!!
I miss jamming again. Probably will be covering Sorry by Buckcherry soon ~
Baby just went to bed ~ I will be sleeping right after this post.
These days I've been asking myself, how much did I changed ?
Over the years, months & days... I've realize I'm different. I don't even understand myself now.
Weird feeling about myself... Did I changed for the better or the worst ?
I hope is for the better ?
Yea... I'll update again later on. Tired...

Follow the path which you think you're deserved.

2010-10-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

Always choose the path you think you deserves. Never regret after making your decision.
I chose music as my path, and for those who about to rock, I salute you. This path may be
tough, but its a way of life ~ Nothing in this world isn't tough. Just the matter of interest.
Some people says its good to try rather than not trying at all. Trying at least will lead to some
success along the way. Not trying, you gain nothing. No pain No gain right ? At least I've succeeded being in the studio recording my own song and having my own album with my face on it ~ I still remember the day I 1st entered the recording studio... I was with my bass that day.
Shivering and nervous... I'm afraid I may screw up the recording. I picked up my bass and started to play some jumpy notes and making my own bass riff according to the guitar's sound.
It was tough, but I gained experience. And the 2nd time that I'm at the studio, I took 18hrs to compose a song called " This is where we want to be ". The song turns out great , although isn't really what I've always wanted, but its still a huge success for me. Its been like 4 to 5 months since I've entered a studio. Recording & composing days were tough and tiring, but I love it a lot.
Maybe that's why I chose music as my path, challenges awaits me everyday. Finding the right melody, the right lyrics and the right vocal. A "masterpiece" will be created. I love the song I wrote after I've met my girlfriend , Angeline. The song is called ' I'm not bitter' , it's my very 1st solo song. I did the singing , guitar and lyrics. I've never felt so proud of myself ever since I've got into studio 5 months ago. Thanks baby !
Yea ~ You guys might be wondering, why am I posting like I never posted before right ?
I'm bored & I'm missing my girlfriend a lot... Hope she's enjoying herself right now. (:
And here's my next topic.
My secondary school life.
( Sec 1 )
I still remember the 1st day of sec 1. I don't know what bus I should take..
And I stepped on dog crap that day. Darn... Orientation camp was okay.
Still remember tat Shawn did moon walk during the talent night ! Secondary 1 was boring, nothing much to elaborate.
( Sec 2 )
Woohoo ~ Here comes my favorite part ~
I know Shawn through friendster ~ And we met in school. Hahaha ! Some funny shit eh ?
That year, my hair was the longest in school ! D.M even wanna get me some hair product to make sure I style my hair everyday ~ And yea... TheDamily was formed that year... 5 good friends , sharing stuff, having fun worry about exam together... Miss that year... We were so innocent back then..
( Sec 3 )
Jeremy was put into a different class from us and Shawn was put into our class. We got further from Jeremy and TheDamily broke up not long after due to some things caused by me. I still feel bad about what I've done. Sorry about the movie too. But that year, me and Shawn got closer. I'm an emo back then. He used to throw paper balls at me and call me emo shit. I helped him with his chinese and he helped me with my english. We scored well for our chinese exam and got to go Malacca for an exchanged trip. The best trip in my life (: Going oversea with friends is the best thing ever.
( sec 4 )
The year I regretted most for not studying hard.
Spent most of my time fooling around , having fun all the time... Study breaks , I skipped school just to play lan with Shawn & Haziq. During N level right before the paper, we playing 'dai di' while people doing their last min revision... And look where am I now ?
Wasting my time doing nothing but sitting here posting this shit. ):
Oh well... I'll work hard this time round... At the end of year of sec 4, we formed a band named ' Army Of 52 '. It was great. Infact we are good... Its my 1st time playing bass in a band. But I love it a lot. And this band broke up this year feb ...

Oh well... It's life ~ Shit happens.
Everything is just part of life, just gotta bear with it, learn new stuff and never repeat the mistakes you've made...

I'm getting a part time job at TCC . My cousin , Daniel , will help me ask the incharge whether they need another staff there. So I probably will be working with my cousin ! Will be going for interview soon too. I hope it won't lead to lesser time with baby ~
Anyways , holiday will be ending soon... ):
So I guess that's all for today ? It's a real long post for today eh ? I guess I won't be posting for days...
So .. Tata ~

I'm Sorry

2010-09-28T09:18:00.002+08:00

Baby,
this is a special post just for you.
I'm so sorry, I didn't know I've been treating you like this these days...
I still trust you, I'm not doubting your love for me. I know you love me.
I've been paranoid these days. Its not your fault. I've been thinking this the whole night.
I'd nightmare of losing you and realizing I've teared when I woke up. I've been shock awake a few times and I realize... You're so important to me... You made my world full of colours.
I shouldn't had made you feel that I'm doubting your love and that I'm not trusting you.
Baby, I still do trust you... The whole world, I trust you the most. And that's the reason why I chose you & now I can't lose you. Baby, here's my answer to your question.
What will you do if I leave you ?
Ans : I'll lose my way, my feelings, my emotions ... My life will be plain without you in it to fill it up for me... I realize how important you're in my life... The days passed by , I realize that you already took up the space which says ' I'm your everything ' . And now , its the truth that you're my everything... I don't wanna see my nightmare becoming reality... I'm really afraid of losing you. Not a sense of not trusting you. I've no faith in myself... I suck.

Baby, I do hope you will give this relationship another chance, let us start from fresh, I'll not doubt your love & I'll trust you from now on... I hope it isn't too late for everything or anything.. It still worth a try.

Baby,
I love you. )':

I miss y' every single second.

2010-09-24T02:08:00.003+08:00

I miss you the second you offline.
I miss you the second I stepped out of my house.
I miss you once I'm on bed.
I think of you till I'm asleep, hoping that I'll see you in my dreams.
Baby ~ You're always on my mind. 24/7
I love you ♥

Went to Peninsula looking for jobs at the guitar shops. Interviewed one shop, and they say will call us again, which I think they probably won't ):
I sent resume to SVguitars hoping for a reply sooner or later ):
Hmm, nothing much about today, I'm having test later on during Ng class. I wanted to skip friday's lesson cos next week is my holidays !! Darn...
Will be jamming later on with Shawn , Choon & Han... I miss jamming man !
Hope everything goes well ltr on. I'll bring a camera and record the session ... We haven name this band yet tho. Still trying out.
Baby slept early tonight. Hope she sleep well ~ I'm missing her already ~
I realized this term, I rarely go school and attend lessons.
Each week there's surely 1 or 2 days I won't be in class... School sucks... Getting more and more boring each day... Lucky baby is in my life, if not, I guess my life will be meaningless and boring.
These days I'm back to my old self, paranoid and emotional... I gotta try to change this bad habit !!! This sucks !
I guess that's all for today ? I'm still deciding whether I should bring my bass along for jamming..
Kinda lazy carrying it around especially to school...
So yea...
Tata.

My love ~

2010-09-21T23:45:00.005+08:00

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Don't ever leave me.

2010-09-20T03:34:00.005+08:00

Aww... I miss sheesha !! ):
But probably I won't go anymore... ._.
Darling slept a little earlier than before (;
I'm glad she slept earlier today ! <3
Anyway, this fri gonna go for jamming! Its been quite awhile since my last jam...
And after jamming , I'm going to penin to look for jobs at the guitar shops...
I need a job, I hate being a lazy bum sitting all day long at home...
I wanna feed my darling. (Y)
So... Talked to Shawn , Andy & Alison about the dec trip...
All wanted Andy to decide... ANDY !! U BETTER SAY YES OR I WILL KILL YOUUUU!!!
xD
So I guess that's it?
Babe.
I love you more than anything, I'll cherish every moment we spend together...
Don't ever leave me , alright ?

I miss you badly ):

2010-09-17T00:14:00.004+08:00

Ltr Kelvin will be giving me the ans..
I hope the ans is what I tink it will be ):
Baby, lost her lappy ~ ): Gonna miss her alot alot ):
Today went out with Shawn , Choon & Han ~
Discussed about band stuff and followed Han buy the multi effects boss pedal..
The pedal produce great sound, but it cost dam expensive...
We'll be playing When I come around by green day next fri !
I guess that's all ~ Tata..

2010-09-15T05:02:00.002+08:00

Good News & Bad News !!
Good news is ~ I may be going to vietnam and find my baby !!! :D
But I need someone accompany me there ):
Bad News is ~ $$ . :X Yea ~ Plane Tickets I can affort ~ I can use the money I won from song writing competition ~
I can't wait man !! I asked Kelvin & James ~ Both still pending ~ I hope either one will accompany me there ):
I really dying to go there be with baby ~
<3 <3 <3
Baby ~ I love you !
30th's ~

2010-09-13T02:20:00.002+08:00

Life as an Emo Kid ~ NOT!!! :D

Yea... Did something really make baby upset ):
Was trying to be sweet but I didn't realize what I posted hurt her .
I'm sorry :/
Anywayz, Tomorrow school day again, sucks man !
2 more weeks to my long holiday !!! Hopefully baby will be back by den ~
Miss her alot alot ): I'll surely hug her tightly when I see her !
Its arnd 2.25am now ~ I still can't sleep...
I've been working on my new song... I still can't find a title for it tho.
But somehow I had that song in my mind, I started to put myself as Rev.
And write something which sound evil... Finally !
I got the genre I always wanted !!!
And I found a video of last time, with Shawn & Aloysius ~ I guess thats all..
Enjoy the video ~

2010-09-10T21:37:00.003+08:00

Sigh, baby ~
Always melt me heart, I'm loving you more and more ~
I wish we can be like we used to, so sweet so loving ~ ._.
Not saying now we not sweet or what, just not as we used to be ~
That I'm afraid one day ants might take you away from me ~
30th's ~ Baby I love you alot alot ~
I miss you alot alot too...
You're forever my love.
1st in my heart ~
我爱你 ~
I wish some day the below pictures will be true ~
I swear you're the girl whom I wanna be with forever and ever...

You're Mine Forever

2010-09-03T23:34:00.004+08:00

Nothing much about today.
Ytd was Ite open house, was supposed to open a booth to sell my album but didnt...
Due to long hair situation.. Darn...
Anywayz, webcam wif baby from ytd night till tonight .__. The longest webcam chat we had ~.~
Baby, I love you more and more each day <:
I tink thats all for today? Sleep tight baby.

Happy 1st Month Anniversary !

2010-08-29T23:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY !!
I love you ~
(xHappy Birthday BRO !!! I LOVE YOU ! hahaha

Music is wonderful at times.

2010-08-29T02:36:00.004+08:00

Nothing really happened much today.
Stayed at home whole day, trying to think of lyrics and stuff...
Baby been tired these days, didn't really get the chance to spend time with her.
Oh well ~ Rest more alright ? <3
Anywayz. it come to my attention that scales and grades for music is really important..
I hope I can go for music school right after my N.S .
Alrighty mates ,
here are some photos of my very 1st album and a photo taken in the studio ~
Before that, I'm really excited even tho it wasn't my 1st time in the studio, but I'm happy
about having my 1st album making ~ The experience isn't same like jamming all day long type.
This time in the studio, I wasn't doing the recording, I'm doing the composing for the songs, but in the album, I also did instrumental for 1 song. Its kinda tho even the genre isn't what I always wanted. I get to bring my bass alone (:
So I guess thats it ?
Cheerios.

2010-08-26T01:17:00.002+08:00

Today I'll post something different from the other posts.
Sometimes I really wonder... Why doesn't Singapore has different "Sub-Culture" like the States does... Instead, all we got are Gangsters and Nerds.
In the states, people who play games are considered as Nerds & Geeks. But here, its called "hongsters" & Gangsters. Wtf ?
Check out photos below.
-Nerds
-Party Animals
- Emos
- Rockers

Well...
Here's a little msg for you baby...
I'm really sorry if I'm irritating or naggy...
Just that, I love you too much that I don't wanna lose you somehow...
Maybe I'm just thinking too much...
Seeing you so tired recently really makes my heart hurt ~
Rest more alright ? (L)

2010-08-21T20:35:00.005+08:00

Some photos from ytd ~
Ytd was fun ~ (:
Aloysius's bday ! Happy Birthday bro ! :D
Suppose to be pool party, but most of us were sick, so we didn't really swim ~
The food was great (Y) BEEF STEW AND POTATO SALAD ! ME LIKEY !
Took some GAY PHOTO wif Skip' and Aloy ~ LOL!
Reach home arnd 10 pm last night, online and chatted with baby.
Was angry ytd due to some mother fucker out there.
I'll make sure he doesn't bother my girl next time round.
Anywayz, today suppose to go Bay Beats wif Skip' but I'm not feeling well and he's having drama thing today... Darn...
I bet there's lots of ppl there right nw...
I guess I shall end here.
Baby ~ I love you ~
I'll never let anyone bothers you.

2010-08-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Malaysia..
These days quite tough for me...
I miss my baby so much, and my grandfather just passed away...
Tough 3 days man... Time pass by so quickly... I learnt to treasure and cherish everything around me...
Thanks Baby , Skip , Aloysius & some other ppl out there trying to cheer me up.
Mostly thanks to Baby & Skip' .
Baby ~ I love you !

2010-08-10T22:33:00.002+08:00

R.I.P Clifford Lee Burton. You're always the best bassist ever.

I've been thinking over n over again, whether I should just quit music and focus on my studies...
I've wasted nearly half of my life creating "music fusion".
All I get was... A bunch of crappy lyrics and music that sound so much like Singapore National Day Song ... Dude... I really wanna work on something that I've always wanna write...
From now on... I'll only write the songs that I think I love... Nothing more or less than that ! SO FUCK IT ! (Y)
Below is the video of Cliff Burton's Bass solo.

2010-08-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

Just reached Sg ~
Miss baby alot ): And she's not online now ~ ): * Double Sadness *
Yea ~ Had a weird dream last night ~
Anywayz, went back to malaysia for my cousin's wedding dinner.
The food isnt tat nice and I was kinda bored ~ Keep on tinking of baby ~
Where are you ?!?!
Visit my grandfather too, his situations are getting worst... Sigh ~
._. Don't really feel like posting much now ): Tired ~
So I guess thats it ? Ciao.

2010-08-06T21:28:00.002+08:00

Old photo ~

If you realize ~ I won't be posting the date n time here ~ As the post heading always has the date and timing ~ :D
Alright , about today, early in the morning I picked up like ... 6 - 8 calls !
Dam ! I wanna sleep , but keep woke up by calls ~
Han Gates called and told me that my song is being sang at the event plaza ~ Awwww !!!
Lucky I'm not there ! My face will turn bloody red ~.~
So yeap ! "Officially" woke up arnd 12 + ?
Waited baby to online ~ But she isn't online ~ So I went back to sleep after lunch arnd 3pm ~
Woke up at 5pm and she still isn't online ~ So I've decided to woke on my songs.
Surfed the net for some songs, and some song reminded me of the old crazy bad-ass bastard bassist I was ~ So I've finally decided to write back some alternative - metal type of songs .
And baby said she will support me all the way... Omg.. I'm so touched *sob* yea ! seriously, I'm touched ! ._. No one ever support me so much other than Skip & Aloy ~ Not even my parents man...
I'll be heading to Malaysia for a visit till either Sun or Mon... There goes my holiday... Darn !
Anywayz, I should end here?
Ciao.

Baby ~ Thanks for saying that you will support me all the way... I love you !

2010-08-05T19:13:00.003+08:00

5 Aug 2010
33 °C
Hot.
Now is 18.16 there ~

Nothing much about today.
Baby is outside now, waiting for her to get back ~ Maybe webcam-ing with baby later on (:
Anywayz, today , as usual ~ Went to school , Ericson class did some voice recording for a short pokemon clip, Rady chose that clip, and we kinda made fun of it ~ Galaxy Nail Polish product for the short pokemon clip. And in Aziz's class, did some drama performance, didnt went well but we had fun making fool of Jian Hao ( A retard ) . Went home arnd 12 ? Reach home and chatted with baby awhile and headed to bed and woke up arnd 5.30.
Been watching Nightmare ( A7X new song) 's music video. Kinda sad...
The last part the show them opening up a room , the room with a drum set with A7X logo but without rev. Almost tear-ed when I saw that. Dam... Y don't they take Justin Bieber away instead of Rev ? Say no to Gay Boys ! (Y)
So I guess I should end here? Ciao.

I love you for the way you are . (:
30th's

2010-08-04T20:36:00.003+08:00

Ramones

4 Aug 2010
32 °C
Partly Sunny. Hot.
Now is 19.41 there ~

Well, as for today, its kinda boring...
P.E played Volleyball again ~ My both arms hurts . Couldnt even pick up my bass now .
Lessons are boring as usual, and I finally defered my ns . And yea ~ Still a long way till baby gonna be back to sg. Miss her alot.
Anywayz, I'm gonna be back as a screaming / screamo frontman !! I lost my screaming skill. Dam ! But it gonna take up alot of training again, gonna lost my voice and can't sing once again.
I miss Army Of 52 jamming days, we had so much fun back den, I put in so effort into that band and now its gone... Hope my new band gonna work out better than Army Of 52.
HEY HO LETS GO ! RAMONES !

P.S - Baby ~ I need you here with me ~

No matter what , ♥

2010-08-04T18:46:00.001+08:00

HI , I'M A HACKER !

Guess who am i :x .

Give him a surprise post ^.^

Lastly ,

I . LOVE . YOU ! <:

2010-08-03T21:58:00.002+08:00

Thanks Han Gates for this picture (:

3 Aug 2010
29 °C
Warm.
Now is 21.00 there ~

Today nothing much happened, stayed at home whole day.
Woke up for school , but having headache , almost fainted in the bathroom ._.
So went back to bed and sleep. Woke up around 8 plus , talk to baby awhile n headed back to bed. Sleep till 1plus woke up and had lunch ~ Use com till now, and webcam-ing with baby now (:
Posted something on baby's blog to surprise her ._.
hahas. Alright , tmr there's p.e , gonna be testing us on volleyball AGAIN! fucking hate volleyball mate !! hurt my both arm alot alot !
Alright , I should end here now. Tata

P.S - Baby I'm missing you more and more .

2010-08-02T16:52:00.003+08:00

Guns N' Roses

2 Aug 2010
30 °C
Warm.
Now is 15.54 there ~

Today ~ Slash will be performing in Singapore !!! Anyone camping outside the hotel he staying or even camping at the airport waiting for his arrival ?!?! Neh ~ I rather camp and wait for baby's arrival >_<>.<
Thats all for today ~

P.S - Baby ~ I'm dying to see you . Ily , Imy , Iny ~

2010-08-01T22:38:00.003+08:00

My mood is kinda like the ferry's wheel now ~ Up and Down ~ Up and Down ~
Seriously missing her a hell lot man...

1 Aug 2010
31 °C
Passing clouds. Hot.
Now is 21.42 there (:

Webcam-ing with baby now (:
I miss you already ~ ):
Anywayz, tmr gt this Multimedia Presentation... Dam... Haven even prepare anything but the slides ._. My group members didnt really did much things. Sigh ~
Nevermind, back chatting with baby :D
So I guess thats all ._. nothing much to post today.

2010-08-01T01:40:00.003+08:00

Alone at home the whole day ~
Accompany baby whole day today :D
Few more hours she will be going to Vietnam, sigh... Gonna seriously miss her alot ):
Currently on webcam with her ~ She's probably sleeping alrdy ._. Don't wan wake her up ~
Anywayz, I'm kinda working on my 5th song now . Song Title : Baby, I miss you. Guitar & chorus done, left with the verse.
Its been quite awhile since my last skate with Skip' ~ When u free ?!?! Everytime DRAMA! x.x
hahas. So thats all for today ?

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2010-07-31T02:11:00.003+08:00

Today , nothing much happened ~ Stayed at home whole day, classes were canceled today ~
But I learn a lesson ;D And thats !
{A} b c d e f g h I j k L m n o p q r s t u v w x Y z !
Haha ! A lesson by baby :X
And yea, gonna miss her badly, she leaving this sun , going to Vietnam for 2mths ):
Sigh... I wish I can go with her.
Anywayz,
finally done with my 5th song , I'm not bitter, now working on the music for the 6th song which me & Rady wrote, " A Song For You " . Been working tat song for the past few days, I can't seems to find the right chords for it, dam...
And yea ! GUYS !!! I WANNA SKATE ! I WANNA JAM ! WHEN WHEN WHEN ??!!! Skip' has been busy recently, it sucks !!! Dude ! I miss hanging out with y' man !
I guess thats all for today ? (:

P.S - Baby ~ Natural , fate & destiny brought us together, I'll treasure you till the very end (L)

2010-07-29T23:25:00.003+08:00

RAPE !! hahaha ! Today Vishnu and friends put the huge words together and formed this thing !
And yea ~ Today was kinda great day ~ I had fun in class ! Played guitar throughout the whole lesson, and my Teacher , Ericson , I realize he love Metallica (Y) HAHA! COOL! And yea ! He told me whenever I wanna record song, just tell him, he will help me wif the recordings (:
Thanks Ericson !! Appreciate it alot man ! BaBy so good girl :X listened to me and sleep early last night ! <3 Awwww ~
Below are the photos of the New Avenged Sevenfold, kinda sad by just looking at these , without Rev in the band anymore ): Will probably be getting their new album tomorrow with Skip'

2010-07-28T21:00:00.004+08:00

There is a dime a dozen... Then there is one in a million... But baby, you are once in a lifetime.

Alrighty ! About today ~
Lets see ~ Nothing much happened ~ But tmr will be fucking great (Y)
I can bring along my Lonsie GAX along with me to school tmr !!
Whole lesson full of guitar playing !! But still ~ Will miss that someone ~ ;x y' know ~
hahaha ! So yea !! I think I'll be able to record my new song tmr ! But I can't sing ~
Oh yea ! Today we had volleyball for P.E ! My hand hurt badly now ): I think I'm having a slight flu too, caught in rain during P.E ~ P.E is like torture man !! TORTURE !! T~T
HAHA! Thats all I guess? (:

A path winding across the horizon
over mountains, across seas
through blue skies and gray
never ceasing, continuous.

<3

2010-07-27T18:57:00.001+08:00

New song : I'm not bitter .
Music & Lyrics by Clinton Lonsie.

Will record it asap for you guys to check it out ~ (:

2010-07-25T15:20:00.002+08:00

WAZZZZZUPPPPPPPPP!
Been writing songs with Rady recently (Y)
Planning to make an album with 4 songs n 2 covers ~
I hope this plan works man. Y' know, times are hard nowadays for me.
Keep track with what day isit today , what time now, and oh ! I almost forgot to eat my lunch & dinner.
Yesterday was my cousin's wedding, quite a fun day actually, knowing that Mr. Alex Lo , taught me 4 yrs in secondary school, turns out to be my cousin's wife 's uncle. WTF ~
Alrighty , I guess that's all for today?
Cheerios.

2010-07-18T03:07:00.004+08:00

ANGELINE TOLD ME TO UPDATE ~
SO HERE IT GOES ~
blah blah blah ~
Wake up > Sleep > wake up again ~
laughs ;x
nothing much happened.
Ytd went back sec school meet up Aloy & Dawn ~
( Below conver grab from Dawn's blog , I'm too lazy too type ~ so yeap ~ ;x )
This indian man was sitting at th corner of the seats when this Chinese lady came in th train and accidentally kicked him upon sitting beside him.

Indian Man (IM) : *Stand up* You touch me again , i will touch you , so don't complain.
Chinese Lady (CL) : *Talks calmly* What's wrong with you?
IM : I said if you touch me one more time , I will definitely touch you you understand ?
CL : I didn't say-
IM : - EH CHINA GIRL YOU SHUDDUP AND LISTEN TO ME
CL : HEY WATCH IT
IM : I'M JUST TELLING YOU THIS DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING ?!
CL : ALRIGHT FINE .
*Long pause*
The lady was later on the phone with her friend.
CL : Yeah , two more stops . You know , there's this crazy man beside me. THERE'S THIS CRAZY MAN BESIDE ME.
IM : There's a stupid bitch beside me.
SILENCE.
LIKE WTF !!!!!!!

Oh yea, check out my new song here.

The End ~

2010-05-03T19:20:00.003+08:00

Been real busy !!
Studies - Music ( Performances )
After our Slam that smog competition , now we will be composing instruments for that 'Please Wait' song by Aziz & Didie . I'll be doing n composing the bass for them , will oso be performing at Plaza Sing soon ! Sigh , kinda nervous and cant wait too ~ So ... I gonna buck up my studies somehow ... I missed lots n lots of god dammed lessons... Kinda worry about my exam now...
Hopefully everything goes well...
Been saving money to get a skateboard... Maybe June holiday will go skate wif my classmates , Shawn , Hakim & Rafie... hahas ~
Gonna haf a great time man ! So...
Cheerios ? I wont be posting much nowadays ... (:

2010-04-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

Now Die Young Is Available For Download !
Download Now ( MediaFire )
* Edited link . Now with Album Art .

Its been a long time since my last post ~
Been busy with music recently...
And I just heard that Slash will be coming to Singapore this year 2 Aug... I wonder will I be attending ~
Anyway, great show today ! Thanks everyone who supported us today !
DIE YOUNG!
haha ~
Didnt expect ppl to like this song so much in the 1st place ~
Now ppl are singing it over n over again !
hahaha ! Thanks everyone who viewed the video n making us getting the 1st place today !
(:
Cheerios !

Slash Album !

2010-04-17T21:13:00.003+08:00

*Slash Album Cover Art

Today, went out wif guoqin to Cityhall to take a look at the skateboards...
Dam, so fucking ex...
So we went to douby ghaut for lunch n followed by lan for 2 hrs...
Walk arnd plaza sing n followed by dinner ~
Nothing much happened today ~
After tat , back to cityhall ~
Went to HMV to check out Slash's latest Album...
Its almost SOLD OUT !!!
Left 2 - 4 copies ~!!
But luckily I got one copy for myself (:
The songs r nice !!!
haha !!
Especially the one wif M-shadow's voice in it. hahas !
Alright ~ thats all ?
Cheerios (:

2010-04-15T02:16:00.003+08:00

Aku pembelajaran melayu , aku melayu tidak sangat baik .
Aku tak faham melayu lelaki baik.

hahaha !!
Trying so hard to learn malay man !!
dammit !
hahas !
Anyway, went for lesson at 8am , and 1pm waited for Mr.Aziz outside his class .
Took my bass n headed to Parkway mall , SOMA for studio recording...
It took us 3 - 4hrs of recording session... Its my 1st time doing this , kinda nervous and stuff...
But kinda get used to it n joined in for the singing (backup) for the chorus part...
I hope I can get tat track soon ? hahas so I can post it up or smth?
Did some bass recording too , Rafie helped me out ~
After the recording, walk arnd Plaza Sing wif Rafie they all & train home...
Now sitting my ass here typing about wad happened (:
So yeap !
Selamat malam ~ !

2010-04-13T01:38:00.002+08:00

A Rough Sketch For AO52 's Logo (:

I'm dam happy right now man...
I've been asked to go to the studio to do some recording on the bass for a song .
So yeap ! Here I m , being so god dammed excited and couldnt sleep at all ~
Wad to do ? I finally get to step one step further as a 4th old bassist (:
Doing my 1st recording later on ~ I guess I'll post more stuff later on too ~
About the studio , recording n shit...
Gonna be at the class by 8am to do a recording of my own song for the lifeskill project...
Afterwards, arnd 9 or 10 am , going to studio for the recording on a song , not the lame song I wrote. hahas ~
This isnt a dream !!! hahaha !
I rare chance for me ! hahas... I shall update later on ~
Cheerios Mates.

2010-04-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

- Thanks Charlene for this photo (:

Today , bus-ed to bukit batok int n followed by train-ed to bedok.
Meet up with Shawn n wanted to take bus 16 to CHIJ to meet up wif Charlene & Charmaine.
When we were at the bus int, Charmaine texted me saying tat she couldnt make it , due to having CCA , and she will meet us after CCA . So me & Shawn went to KFC n had our lunch while waiting for Hakim , Farid & Choon.
They came not long after Shawn bought his food. After lunch , we went to the skatepark n skated whole day... Suppose to be going to ECP for skating but we met some new friends at the skatepark n even learn some tricks ... Had some fun there too (:
Arnd 5.30 or so , Charlene , Charmaine & 2 of their friends came (:
Chatted , fooled around , laughed n stuff... They gotta go back early due to some reasons ~ ):
CHARLENE N CHARMAINE !!! RMB MY PRESENTS OR THERE WONT BE ANY PRESENTS FOR U =D hahahahaha !!
Anywayz, I've decided not to cut my hair, I wanted to let it grow till Aug n hopefully by den I can get the hairstyle I want. After tat, I'll probably go for highlighting (:
So back on topic...
Arnd 7 + I went home alone as they all going to stay overnight at Farid's house... (:
So....
Tata ! Ciao ! Bye Bye ! 再见 ! Cheerios !

2010-04-06T03:06:00.006+08:00

Something caught my attention recently ...
BEER PONG !!
Laughs ;x
Somehow it appears to be my fav game of all time right nw !
Dude... It totally rules... Enough of goofing arnd, and start playing Beer Pong !
Get your balls wet ! haha ! like wad the above image wrote. (:
Anywayz, this link is to the beer pong's rules (: Read it, u may find urself loving it (:
( Click Here )
And below is the video of the final of Southwest Beer Pong (:

2010-03-30T23:44:00.018+08:00

Name : Aliff Gates
Age : 17
Lead Guitar

Name : Clinton S' Lonsie
Age : 17
Bassist , Screamo

Name : Shawn Skip'
Age : 17
Vocal & Rhythm Guitar

2010-03-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

AhTing ~ Must cheer up (:
No matter wad happened, oso must smile ~ Dun be like the little girl in the photo ~ hahas (:
Surprised seeing ur name here? muahahaha ~ ;x
Remember ! Smile ! =D

Today nothing much happened?
Stayed at home whole day watching movies...
Over and over again x.x
N started practicing bass n finished learning 1000 meere by Tokio Hotel.
So tats all?
Maybe tmr going back Dunearn visit old friends. hahas (:
Ciao.

Oh yea.
Doraemon... ( U should noe who I m mentioning ) hahas...
Last long wif him . (:

2010-03-28T01:57:00.003+08:00

Thanks Shermaine for introducing Tokio Hotel 's song (:
hahas, i find some of their song quite nice . hahas.
Anywayz,
Today, went to City Hall wif Aloy & Shawn... Sheesha last min cancelled.
So long didnt really hang out wif both Aloy & Shawn .
Anywayz, nothing much happened today. Just slack n walk arnd there...
I hope my band can cover tat 1000 Oceans by Tokio Hotel.
Hahas, I tink is time for us to try smth different, not always fast song right? 8 fast song n 1 slow song should be fine (:
I guess.
haha ! Tats all I guess?
Ciao ;x

2010-03-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

- I guess its end of everything.

I'm back to the old me, trying to improve myself once again.
Never gonna let any love stuff take over me once more... I guess I'm not fit to be in one.
Life goes on , even tho it gonna hurt maybe alot , but still I believe someday, I gonna be huge .
I'm gonna work on my career from now on... No more miserable stuff. No more feelings. No more heartache. Just plainly music.
Sometimes I really wonder... why whenever I'm trying to settle down for something serious, it will turn out all wrong. I just hope time will be the remedy of everything.
No use trying to keep something that not meant to be mine.
Ciao.

2010-03-25T22:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAILING ~ !! (:
Someone is 1 yr older ~ WOOT ! Can call u grandmother alrdy ? ;x
HEEEE !!
Anyway ! I wan eat cake !! Dun forget my share !!! (:

Today nothing much happened. I stayed at home whole day staring at my com screen doing nothing ... Holding my guitar n played some chords n folo by some solos of my own... Recorded using my mini studio.. It sucks anyway... hahas.
Tmr !! Army Of 52 n the one i love will be at my hse composing song ! WOOT!
Cant wait man... (:
So tats all?
Ciao.

2010-03-24T19:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIDIL!!!
No matter wad happened today , must smile !! Its ur birthday (:

- 6th day w/o you.
It starting to hurt more n more, it even feels like my heart doesnt even exist anymore... It hurts every moment when I tink of you... I wanted to tell u smth today, but Idk wad to say... I kept it quiet... I cant find anything to tok to as the thing is bothering me so much tat I feel like throwing everything out. I really hope tat the pain will be over soon... Stand by you forever ...

-- Today... went to meet Joey at her blk , den bus-ed to jb celebrate Aidil bday ...
At 1st everything goes quite well, but after sometime, a kid's mum came down n scolded Aidil they all for some stupid stuff tat they didnt even do , n eventually fucked up the whole celebration... God Dammed tat uncle fucker . I really wanted to smash the guitar into tat uncle's face as today my mood wasnt tat stable at all. Aliff stopped me, told me to chill. So i did...
I hope Aidil isnt tinking about this shit nw, I wish u a very happy birthday !
Ciao.

2010-03-23T19:26:00.007+08:00

5th day without you - I really miss those days we were tgt... Time passed by so quickly. Now... I'll treasure every moment wif u as n when I can... I'll not gif up winning u back... Even tho I haf no confident in my singing, but ... I do haf confident of getting u back ! Cos , I love you !

I always wanted to haf a studio of my own...
I'm so happy that I finally take my 1st step !
I finally haf a mini studio in my room ! hahas ~ I just got too happy and decided to record Time Is Running Out Cover ~ I'm playing both bass n guitar in this "demo" .
Not tat nice but still COOL! hahas !

2010-03-22T19:47:00.002+08:00

Although I've been smiling... I'm trying so hard to keep my laughter wif me even tho I dun feel like laughing or smiling at all... Inside me, it still hurts alot... I miss you badly. 4th day without u... Its getting harder n harder for me right nw, everyday seeing ur post writing some other guys' name really hurts me... Maybe I'm just being jealous... But still... yea... I guess its natural to be jealous when u love someone... Its so hard without u being by myside... I'm afraid someone will take u away from me someday... I really dun wanna see tat happen... what can i do to win u back? what can i make u trust n love me once again? what should i do to make everything the same as before... I really regretted... I still love you.

2010-03-21T06:14:00.002+08:00

Cant Sleep...
I woke up halfway thru my sleep without knowing why, I just feel so weird, my heart was like heating up, n slowly feel like someone squeezing it...
Pls, dun hurt urself if u're stress or anything... It hurts me alot seeing u acting this way...
I dunno wad to say but all I noe is I dun wanna u to get hurt or anything... If u're happy I'll be too... But u're not... I really wish things can be like before, smiling , laughter n more other stuff...
I wanna sit at the sofa looking at ur silly face smiling at me again... Pls, reply my text when u wake up... I'm worried...

2010-03-20T19:46:00.002+08:00

Wont be posting tat often anymore ~
.__.

I wanted to text u but I cant find any things to tok about...
Probably I still cant get over u...Seriously missing the days we spent together..

2010-03-19T14:02:00.003+08:00

Getting boring n boring-er each day pass by...
I nid some music for my life !!
Alright, its boring so I decided to post some shit here and there.
Hmm... Maybe going down J.B ltr to lpk there.
Nothing to do ... x.x
Army Of 52 nid a "forever" drummer !
God dammit.
Wadever...
I tink I'll post more later on... Ciao.

When I lose you, I realize that without you in my life, it hurt so much n I feel so fucking empty..
I do love you, I'll wait for you, I just hope the day will come back once again where we can go back to jb n haf fun as a couple once again... I miss you.

2010-03-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Nothing much about today,
I wan JAMMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
> < Been sleeping whole day ~ Nothing to do... N been practicing bass for e
whole day.. ): Bored ~ Sat will be going for S.S 's jamming .
I hope sat will not be tat boring tho ~
Anywayz, meet up wif baby arnd 9 pm ~ slack till 10 den bus-ed home le ~ (:
I miss you badly baby ~ ):
Ok , I tink tats all for today.. (:

2010-03-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

~ haha , very cute eh?! =B

Today nothing much to post about,
I went to school 2 hrs earlier today ~.~ without realizing today is wed, lessons starts at 10,
I reach sch at 8.. T~T Anywayz, went for a stupid tok till arnd 10.40 or smth like tat.
Den go back to class do some work till 12 +
Wanted to surprise baby by waiting at the bus stop, but end up she stop at a different stop > <
LAUGHS! I'm so stupid ~ ! > < hahaha !
After tat, walked to westmall for lunch n meet up wif Aloysius there.
Den me n baby bus-ed to JB slack again ~ (:
Not long, home sweet home ~
N I'm sick nw x.x
Doing some notes for baby ~ shhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
=D

2010-03-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

- Our kid ~ hahaha ! joking ~ (:

Today wasnt tat bad, n wasnt tat good ~
Sorry baby, didnt mean to make u feel tat way .__. So sorry...
Anyway, waited for baby at R.C den we bus-ed to JB slack, at 1st was kinda boring
and slowly more n more WMD members coming, getting more n more entertaining.
But still, after awhile kinda bored tho. After awhile arnd 6 or 7 , baby's friend Daryl came.
Not long someone drive baby home. So I slack at JB till arnd 9 n bused home.
I didnt realize baby been tinking tat way... ( wont be saying here )
So sorry ._. I'll change. I promise ~ x.x
Baby. I love you ! (:

2010-03-15T18:45:00.002+08:00

Just reached home from baby's house ~
Baby look so dam tired today ~ She's probably sleeping right nw ~ (:
Nvm la baby, u still can pei me next time round de (:
Today, went to jurong point wait for baby, while waiting, i saw alot of my friends .
hahaha ! so happy tat i saw HAKIM!!! =D
Not long ~ baby arrived , den we cab to boonlay garden primary to fetch Jane , Baby's sister ~
Den walk back to her house den off we go to west mall n saw my sec school friends ~ hahas
Ate mac den slack at R.C , den we bus-ed back to baby's house again ~ hahas...
Arnd 5 pm i bus-ed home n here I'm posting this post ~ hahas (:
Tats all I guess? (: Oh yea ~ Baby ! I hope u like the necklace I bought u ~ (:
Tata ~

2010-03-14T22:53:00.003+08:00

Finally !!!
I'm BACK!!!
I miss my baby ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!
Tmr meeting baby le !! =D
Can't WAIT! ;x
Bought smth for baby from Malacca ~ =P heeeee~
The Malacca trip was indeed a boring n a torturing one...
Firstly, I miss baby alot ... Secondly, nothing to do there...
So yeap, I m back here posting n I took some photos in the hotel room (:
Tats all I guess? Oh yea!!
BABY !! I LOVE YOU! ;x

2010-03-14T09:26:00.002+08:00

Good Morning! (: My Dearest is gonna be back by today evening! Whoos! (: A nice one! Im missing him seriously lots. Can't wait for him to be back. Yesterday he ring me up , i manage to at least hear his voice (: Feel much better. (hiakhiak!)
Im wondering how's Dearest's cough now. Have you drink enough water? Did you take care of yourselves like i ask you to? Dont eat so much heaty stuffs . Naahs , i know im so naggy. But its for your own good. (grins!) Anyway.. Im just making his blog alive (: Hahaha! A more lively one . Whoohoos. Im gonna go off to catch my doraemon shows. (thumbsup!) I miss 15 mins of my show becus of this post. -,-
See! Baby , i sacrifice for you. (evillaughs!)

Tatatas!
Im waiting for your call , dearest !

Thumbs up!

2010-03-13T20:28:00.003+08:00

Guess what ? Baby is currently in Malacca and im secretively get into his blog and post.NiceOne! You've such a good baby! (: U must be enjoying yourselves in Malacca right now , and im here updating for you like a fool. Hahahah! I helped you expressed out your feelings. (:

He's feeling great as his band thingy & the problem is solved ! (: , whooohoooo~ Powerr to the max ! A nice one (: Wheehees! (: Im happy when he's happy. Hahaha!

&&&&
I seen his tagboard , seems like there're more people loving my Dearest hor... Jialat ! I must be selfish ! Keep him inside my pocket (bleahs!)

2010-03-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

Meet up wif baby near my ite after school den walk to bukit batok int ~
Anyways, I get top for my theory test siol !! (:
Ok... Back to subject.
After tat , train-ed to City Hall n walk arnd there, waited for Aliff to come.
After tat, meet up wif Aliff at Davis , Peninsula. N bought my bass ~
Sorry for letting baby walk arnd today x.x
Rain dam heavily just nw, no choice but to run to the mrt, train-ed to boonlay meet
up wif choon they all , den bus-ed to jb eat.
I didnt noe baby noe most of my friends!! OMG~~ x.x
Anyway, slack at jb den pei baby go get someone's hp at jurong east arnd 7 plus.
Send baby home after tat ~
HAISH!!!
Tmr going to malacca ~
Gonna miss baby ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! D:

P.S - sorry for making u walk arnd today x.x n I'll miss u badly!!

100310 ♥

2010-03-11T19:41:00.003+08:00

- I love you (:

Today woke up by baby's sms , hahaha ! if nt i sure sleep late x.x
Anyway, so glad to meet up wif baby so early ! (:
Bus to westmall to meet baby, den walk arnd westmall n den library ~
After tat baby wan go bb east ~ so bus to bb east (:
N had our lunch/breakfast there ~ hahas (:
Shaker - fries - nuggets ~ laughs ;x
After our lunch, cabbed to baby's house. Den go downstairs fetch her sis...
Baby's sis , Jane , cute lei ~ haha !
Den went back to her house n supervise their studies ;x
^^ make me sound like teacher cheyyyyy~ hahaha !
Anyway, had a great day wif baby today (:
I miss her already ~
;x Cant wait for tmr !! =D getting my bass n baby is following! WOOTS !

2010-02-23T00:32:00.001+08:00

My own worst enemy ( Cover ) - Army Of 52

Blitzkrieg Bop ( Cover ) - Army Of 52

When The Sun Goes Down ( Cover ) - Army Of 52

2010-02-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

Wont be arnd till next wed.
Went back to Malaysia (:
Wish everyone a happy lunar new year ~! (:

2010-02-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

I found this old version Escape The Fate kinda nice~

2010-02-03T23:25:00.007+08:00

Nothing to do so decided to post some shit here and there...
This sat will be the final jamming wif Hakim for Army Of 52...
People who r interested to see us jam r welcome (:
Complicated man... 1st this den tat den nw this ... nvm... Band always come 1st... \m/
Guess wad AO52?
Sat u guys will be fucking surprise! =B
I gt a surprise for Hakim b4 he leave. (:
So tats all I guess?
HAF A GREAT JAM THIS JAM! (:

Happy Birthday Aliff ! =D

2010-02-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIFF GATES!

Had a great day today =)
Bowling wif friends n scored 151 for the 1st time T~T SO TOUCHED!
After tat went to CCK to look for Dinie & Choon... Reached there waited for Shawn to come...
Slow poke him -.-
Den bought cake to surprise Aliff... Aliff called, I told him I'm at home. hahas.
So we went to carpark wait for Aliff to come.
Den not long later he came, came him the cake n the presents (:
After tat lpk at RC.
Hakim came not long after we lpk at the RC. So is the police x.x Kena check IC everything...
Due to something...
So took some photo to rmb the great time we had wif Hakim as the Army Of 52 Drummer (:
This Sat is our final jamming session wif Hakim, anyone is welcome to see us jam on sat, it will be the best jam we ever had... We'll cherish this 2hrs-Jam alot...
HAKIM! U WILL ALWAYS BE PART OF ARMY OF 52 ! (:

2010-01-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

The 1st song covered by Army Of 52...

FALL OUT BOY LYRICS

"Sugar We're Going Down"

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
(Down, down in an earlier round)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
(Down, down in an earlier round)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
(Down, down in an earlier round)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

2010-01-27T18:23:00.002+08:00

Went to school as usual today...
Skipped Terrance's class n folo Karthik they all to Woodlands pierce tongue.
After tat home (:
Boring day as usual~
Anyway, here is a post for u baby ~
You wanted me to explain u hw much I love you, all I can say is tat I couldnt find a word to replace how I feel inside me... There isn't a word worth replacing how I feel for u right now, cos u're always run arnd inside my head over and over again. If I can , I would... Take out my heart and show wad I say its true. Even tho I had quite a bad past, its nothing right nw wif u beside me... I wouldnt use some stupid lines like you make my life colorful n stuff, cos it sound stupid by just saying n nt proving it. But I wan u to noe, u had my heart (:
Baby, I love you (:

2010-01-26T17:01:00.002+08:00

I'm attached again ... Well I guess Shawn's right ~ ._.
Hmm... Anyway, I just gt a new hp ytd (:
I'm happy wif it (:
And bad news is tat I'm SICK ! T~T
Took out my right lip piercing due to infection.
I hope Army Of 52 will still jam often like we used to... Miss jamming wif u guys man!
Gotta perfect Waiting by GreenDay! ;D
So thats all I guess?
(:
Ps : 250110 <3

2010-01-23T13:16:00.002+08:00

Ytd went bowling wif friends after school.
After tat went to jp wait for Dinie..
Dinie helped me pierce my lips.
Thx Dinie (:
After tat slack at Jb wif Dinie , Shawn , Aliff & the rest (:
Home sweet home ~
lol~
* my right lip piercing abit weird... x.x

2010-01-22T00:58:00.007+08:00

Went to find Charmaine & Charlene today...
Train-ed to bedok n bus-ed to CHIJ.
Slack n chat arnd bedok (:
So long no see them le ~
hahas. Surprise surprise ~
After tat arnd 7 + , train-ed to orchard to find Ally (PIG) & Sim Ni.
Reached there and waited for Brandon to come...
Went to KFC eat, after tat train-ed to Vivo City's roof slack. Bought drinks & snacks there~
Arnd 11 + walked to bus int to take bus...
And here I'm ~ (: posting this post. hahas. (:
(:

2010-01-19T18:44:00.003+08:00

Miss this guy ! D:
Its been nearly a month since Rev died...
Still miss this crazy-ass drummer lots !
This is a video by Avenged Sevenfold Tribute To The Rev. Enjoy ~

R.I.P. JIMMY "THE REV" SULLIVAN - TRIBUTE VIDEO from TWENTYFOURCORE Productions on Vimeo.

I tried so hard to be someone that I forget who I was... I wish I tot I had forgotten all about her but I guess I was wrong... These days, memories rush thru my head once again... But I'm feeling much better nw tho... Dude ! I'm a bassist of AO52 ! Can't let my past bring me down right?! Plus! I haf friends tat care for me (: Moved on , and awaiting for wads gonna happen next... (: Hope everyday will be a happy day for me (:

2010-01-18T01:11:00.003+08:00

Getting Snake Bites this friday ~ (:
Either piercing wif Ally or Dinie helping me wif the piercing ~
Wanted to highlight my hair ~ Someone say if I highlight my hair, I will be dead .__.
omg... haha~
Anyway, cant sleep right now, so decided to post . (:
Ite life kinda slacky ~ Nothing to do in school. Mostly freetime...
I will choose music as my cca i guess... Nothing much to add on to this post lately...
So yeap, I guess thats all?
(:

2010-01-11T00:37:00.002+08:00

Wont be posting recently due to lack of time (:
Army Of 52 may be entering I.talent at Simei ite for band cata.. (:
If anyone can enter for free...
Pls do support us ..
*Date will be post when we're in...

2009-12-30T01:33:00.003+08:00

R.I.P James Owen Sullivan aka Jimmy Sullivan ( The Rev ) Avenged Sevenfold.
You will always be remembered in our hearts and our soul... Your role in Avenged Sevenfold will always be there and no one will ever replace you as you're such a great drummer... I made this post specially for you as a tribute n a group on Facebook to remember you still exist among us...

I couldnt believe wad I've been told was true when my drummer told me The Rev died... I got shocked & was hoping this was just a god dammed dream...Had a very moody day today... I remembered that I used to say that I wanna have the exact same hair style n neck tattoo like Rev's... I guess its time for me to keep Rev's hairstyle right now... You inspired me to continue being a musician...

Join this group on Facebook

A fan on youtube wrote this...

Dear God I pray James "The Rev" Sullivan is in a little piece of heaven in the afterlife making the angels scream.He siezed the day in bat country then burned it down, his unholy confessions trashed and scattered.We gave him the strength of the world and he gave a us a second heartbeat.He is MIA, but will walk on through thick and thin to the wicked end.May you be in eternal rest.A synyster man who will leave his shadows behind and stirkes with a vengeance, fearing no christ for he is a plague by HIMLPfan

Below is a video of Rev in the Making of Avenged Sevenfold Self-Titled Album.

2009-12-29T00:25:00.002+08:00

Today went for jamming, it goes quite well (:
Sad thing is tat i didnt get to the course i wan for ite ):
Well I get Multimedia at Bukit Batok Ite, going to visit the campus this wed .__.
Anyway, yea... nth much to post these days, school is starting next week. Cant wait for bbq n new year celebration this coming wed n thurs (:
Tata

2009-12-26T02:07:00.002+08:00

Back from Malaysia~
Thx for all the Xmas Wish from you guys (:
Anyway, xmas at Malaysia wasnt as fun as it used to be anymore, getting more n more boring..
Maybe I'm too old for these stuff?
Anyway, gave Charlene a surprise called ytd midnight at Malaysia ~ =B
Hahaha~ If u're reading this, I guess ytd u were shocked right ? =P
hahaha~ Anyway, bought my playboy deodorant ~ I'm loving it !!
~.~ Do u guys noe y life is full of lies & it is so f-up ?
The word LIFE contains a F n LIE ~ when the F is in between the word lie, it changes the whole meaning... ~.~
haha. We're all living wif lie all around...

2009-12-23T02:27:00.002+08:00

Loving someone is hard, hating someone is easy...
It just take one simple mistake, the person you love most, wouldn't trust you anymore.
Its easy to say I love you , but it isn't easy to prove what you mean.
When you finally get to love someone deeply, it will always cost you pain.
When you love her, you will eventually afraid of losing her.
It will be a brave task for someone to let go their love one.
When your love leave you, you felt lost & pain... You felt like its the end, you wanna cry it out loud. But probably, acting tough is the best solution in situation like this I guess..
Although it hurts, I've been trying to be tough and laugh out loud infront of everyone...
People says that I'm crazy, I'll just simply laugh at it.. No pain no gain ... eh ?
Be brave , let go & in return, hoping to see her laughter every single day...
Its totally worth it... (:
I'll be going for jamming later on, hopefully today's jamming session we can complete our own intro? Aloysius will be coming too... Must do a great show and show that AO52 is great (:
Will be playing...
1 ) Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy
2 ) Blitzreig Bop - The Ramones
3 ) Time is running out - Muse
4 ) When the sun goes down - Arctic Monkeys
Thats all I guess? After jamming will be looking for bass, I going to get one bass asap... (:

2009-12-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

I will probably get this haircut( Picture 1 ) n the colour( Picture 2 ) next week?
hahas~ Just hope i will get it tho x.x
Bored... Nothing to do at home these days... Can't wait for Christmas...
Sorry guys... Can't celebrate this year Christmas wif u all... I'm going back to Malaysia for some event or smth~ I chose my ite courses & hopefully i'll get into wad i wan yea?
Either AMK or Simei Ite... Just for the few mths n I'll be back to CCK~
Digital Audio & Video Production ( Studio purpose )
(: Isnt it cool ?! =P
Anyway... I'm off to cooking my pasta for my supper. ;x
Night ~

2009-12-18T21:44:00.003+08:00

Today wasnt really a good day.
Went to school n get my god dammed result... This mother fucking new principal was toking all these fucking time... He sound so god dammed fucking strict... O well, going to ite anyway...
Wont see his face next year (: He is a new principal tho. Finally! no more hair checks!
Probably highlighting my hair next week, i wanna highlight maroon... Cool eh?
Rock band style ~ =B
Anyway, going back to Malaysia next thursday , coming back arnd sat or sun i guess..
So long didnt see my cousins, hahas.
Shawn, cheer up yea? Wad have been done is done... No regrets, just move on wif life n get over wif it... If its the ite we going to... just fucking face the fucking fact yea? U're a man, nt a gay...
Going ite is the only choice if u still wan this band to be arnd... I cant afford to lose this band man... Look forward in life, n nt backwards. Backwards will just hold u back wif immature thoughts. (:
So tats all i guess? Anyway, I FUCKING PASS MY GOD DAMMED POA!!!

The End...

2009-12-18T01:00:00.003+08:00

Couldnt sleep, as I know when I close my eyes, everything will be about tmr...
Tmr, the truth will be known . A moment of truth turns out to be a moment of nightmare...
N level result will definitely be smth tat crash my crazy holiday upside down...
I dunno wad to do after getting the result... should I hang out outside more or stay at home alone... Locking myself in the room? Wad should I do... I m totally confused... I felt... Useless..
Sorry guys if I dun tok much these days... I may even look strict or fierce to u guys but, I'm tinking wad to do in the future... Carry on wif my music or work hard for my studies... I really dunno which to choose...
Eyes r swollen , heart is beating fast , hands are sweating & body is shivering... Stress overtake me, as I'm going to fall apart anytime ...
Is there another chance to redo everything over again?
I wonder...